So this week at practice i'm kind of freaking out. I have been working SO hard to get to where i am right now and i want that spot on the 4x800 team more than anybody else. I have been working so hard, and every week i have improved my time by at least 2 seconds. i really hope he gives me a shot at the relay team because i feel like i have earned it. According to alot of my teammates i work harder than anybody else. That doesn't mean i'm faster, because alot of the girls are faster than me, but i've just been working so hard to get to where i am right now. Words cannot describe how badly i want this.